Oversight

Oversight

Give me my nights

When I was sleepless.

Give me my days

When I was helpless.

There you stood watching me

Love and care were not seen till miles.

You always fake a smile

I hate this loveless mercy

To make me realize you’re nice.

Give me my pain

I wasted on you

Give me my cries

which you ignored.

I know your heartbreak in college life

Why are you punishing me?

For the mistake I never did.

Return my poems

I should not have written on you

And see, still I am writing

Something on you.

 

 

Rolling stone

Marathon

Rolling like a stone
I was changed into something I was not
You’ve murdered a part of me I miss
The girl who always believed.
Believed in you
When you changed me into new
I felt so refreshed
Thought you’re the special
I have waited so long.
The sadness took over
When I saw your comment on a post
You had written for some other girl
“I waited for you”
At last but not least
The story has a happy ending
When you tried talking to me
And, I ignored
As you are just a bad memory.

 

What’s wrong with me?

Exquisite

Cutting the pages to think what I should write?
Why can’t I find a topic?
Even I have so many in my mind
Am beautiful, I feel ugly sometimes
What’s the catch?
I make bad decisions every time
I hate myself for always being kind.
Maybe this is not the way to define beautiful
Oh Gosh! Am already 23!
When I will be peaceful.
I am often abnormal
There is nothing like a beautiful heart
People will judge
No matter the beauty of you inside.
I want to write something loving
God! Spare me struggling
To get my hand and mind in line
Am wasting my time!
Am wasting my life!
Isn’t there anything beautiful about me?
Oh dear!
I have world’s best Mom
I don’t need people who make me feel shady
Those creeps are needless in my life.

I don’t want to get too close

via Daily Prompt: Uneven

I’ll be your friend

Not be like you.

I’ll be present when you want

Not follow your tail.

It’s been really too late

For me to realize

I have my own life

To be myself.

Since I miss my time which I wasted

Crying under a bedsheet

Or having a bad day

When no one noticed

Just to know what wrong I did?

That all my old friends left.

I’ll be your friend

Help you in all circumstance

But, when I want to be me

Wherever I want to go

I’ll not wait for your advice.

You’ll find me weird

I know people talk this though

Still, I’ll be your friend

You’ll realize I don’t want to get close.

Threads

Shine

The colorful lines I roll

Which goes on strengthening as it dwells

Can it bring you and me closer?

Will it be stitched on my pain?

Threads bind and shatters

They are simple as well as shines

Help me give it an aura

So, we can get rounded as the threads getting tied.

Please catch me, when it breaks

Just hold my hand as you see it terminate

Else, you’ll see me sink like before

So, I will grab the thread

And, let you fall without a thought.