A part of my dream

I always fumble
couldn’t help, mumble
in my dreams
I stay up all night
or wake up violently

I want to grab my phone and call you
to talk for hours and hours
till my soul is satisfied to the deep
now it can be done only when I am asleep

I die every night
and wake up at morning
like everything is alright.
Because, I met you in my dreams
with a hope of attention
A ray of coming back to me

I was about to make a deal with a demon
to let me sleep in peace
don’t scare me
with their darkness
And your love which was hollow and empty

I begged demons
in my unilluminated sleep
to get me back on track
in the return of something

I want to erase the part of you in my memory
to steal away those times I was with you happy and merry

Demon asked me for my soul
But I couldn’t trade it
my soul loved you
I won’t share it with anyone just like it

Demon forced me to deal
to accept the agony
Sufferings was on both the sides
but, anyway I wanted to heal

Before I could utter any words of acceptance
you pulled me away
took me to the safest place
I could ever be

I fumbled stupidly
And mumbled something
Then I was awake
Sad and broken
Finding you weren’t there in reality
But you were in a part of my dream !!!

Echoes

I feel a burden on me.
Like I have lost a precious key.
Some days I try loving a lot,
Some days I just get tired.
And stop trying to become the one I am not.

Though there’s smile on my face.
I behave like I am lost in space.
There’s something killing me within.
Or else, I just imagine.
I go deep in my mind.
To see what’s bothering me inside.
I see you having a talk with me.
Your eyes with a glint of shine.

I feel not to let you go.
You made me feel strong, but now I am so low.

Your voices are echoing inside my head.
Each and every word that you had said.
There is no way out of this anymore.
I am stuck inside a locked door.
Only one way that I can see.
To lay a burden on me.
So you can be free of me.