It’s bad, not illegal

Heard

Expectation kills, but obsession murders.

-Hellishqueen

My best friend had promised me to take me to an art festival.I love arts, artifacts and that place is fabulously famous. I haven’t been there before so I was very excited to go. I had early morning lecture and so I woke up early in the morning even before the dawn. Took all my makeup stuff in the bag, my pink dress, notebook etc. I ran directly to my gym. I reached even before it was opened. After my gym session, I changed my clothes and rushed towards the railway station.
Then, as I opened my bag to find something to eat, it occurred to me that I forgot my lunchbox and box of fruits at home in a hurry. I did my makeup on the train, (yes it was awkward, but I had to due to a shortage of time). Ready to fiddle through my day, I met my friend and she said, she can’t come with me because she has to go meet her boyfriend. Even she had just met him a day before, I don’t know what was so urgent.
I didn’t have any problem, of course. But, what hurt me was her priority was him even though I had accompanied her whenever she had asked me to even if I was busy. I mean, this may sound childish to you all, but I am a kind of possessive person, not a crazy. I can understand. Since it was the last day of the festival. She just didn’t care how much I wanted to go to the fest. And, I was so angry and upset. I didn’t wait for a second after the lecture, not even to say her a goodbye. I wasted my whole day thinking the kind of priority she was to me. But, now I can’t be the same person to her. I just cannot get this out of my mind. I don’t care to go to the festival. I only care the way she treated me. She wasn’t even sorry for it. I think, now on she’ll see how cruel I can be when I change my priority.

I don’t want to get too close

via Daily Prompt: Uneven

I’ll be your friend

Not be like you.

I’ll be present when you want

Not follow your tail.

It’s been really too late

For me to realize

I have my own life

To be myself.

Since I miss my time which I wasted

Crying under a bedsheet

Or having a bad day

When no one noticed

Just to know what wrong I did?

That all my old friends left.

I’ll be your friend

Help you in all circumstance

But, when I want to be me

Wherever I want to go

I’ll not wait for your advice.

You’ll find me weird

I know people talk this though

Still, I’ll be your friend

You’ll realize I don’t want to get close.