Oversight

Oversight

Give me my nights

When I was sleepless.

Give me my days

When I was helpless.

There you stood watching me

Love and care were not seen till miles.

You always fake a smile

I hate this loveless mercy

To make me realize you’re nice.

Give me my pain

I wasted on you

Give me my cries

which you ignored.

I know your heartbreak in college life

Why are you punishing me?

For the mistake I never did.

Return my poems

I should not have written on you

And see, still I am writing

Something on you.

 

 

Rolling stone

Marathon

Rolling like a stone
I was changed into something I was not
You’ve murdered a part of me I miss
The girl who always believed.
Believed in you
When you changed me into new
I felt so refreshed
Thought you’re the special
I have waited so long.
The sadness took over
When I saw your comment on a post
You had written for some other girl
“I waited for you”
At last but not least
The story has a happy ending
When you tried talking to me
And, I ignored
As you are just a bad memory.

 

What’s wrong with me?

Exquisite

Cutting the pages to think what I should write?
Why can’t I find a topic?
Even I have so many in my mind
Am beautiful, I feel ugly sometimes
What’s the catch?
I make bad decisions every time
I hate myself for always being kind.
Maybe this is not the way to define beautiful
Oh Gosh! Am already 23!
When I will be peaceful.
I am often abnormal
There is nothing like a beautiful heart
People will judge
No matter the beauty of you inside.
I want to write something loving
God! Spare me struggling
To get my hand and mind in line
Am wasting my time!
Am wasting my life!
Isn’t there anything beautiful about me?
Oh dear!
I have world’s best Mom
I don’t need people who make me feel shady
Those creeps are needless in my life.

I don’t want to get too close

via Daily Prompt: Uneven

I’ll be your friend

Not be like you.

I’ll be present when you want

Not follow your tail.

It’s been really too late

For me to realize

I have my own life

To be myself.

Since I miss my time which I wasted

Crying under a bedsheet

Or having a bad day

When no one noticed

Just to know what wrong I did?

That all my old friends left.

I’ll be your friend

Help you in all circumstance

But, when I want to be me

Wherever I want to go

I’ll not wait for your advice.

You’ll find me weird

I know people talk this though

Still, I’ll be your friend

You’ll realize I don’t want to get close.

Calm Caterpillar

Calm

Caterpillar wanted to fly.
So she waited in the leaves,
under the monsoon sky.
She slept for days,
covered in her round shell of skin.
So calm and quiet in the forest,
she loved the water sound,
draining from the black clouds.
What else could be so lovely?
Her life was full of jolly
like the way she always wanted,
to suck nectar from the flower sources.
The day arrived when she turned in a beauty
Designer wings and shiny coloring.
Tearing the shell she was covered in,
Made a break free like a magical fairy.
Their lifespan is only of a year
Yet, she always makes us cheer.

Horror enthusiastic

Enthusiasm

I cannot sleep

I feel scary maybe

All the horror phantom comes in my mind

From the movies, I like to see.

It’s not a big deal in a daylight

Afterward, it creeps me tight.

The dangerous masks and sins

Take over my mind.

I am a horror enthusiastic

To learn what they are!

I am not passionate to see someone die.

I hope this creature don’t exist

This is all just a fantasy

To rule over people’s life.

Not relaxing

Relax

I will stay here forever

Not for you to follow me.

The things you did

I can’t move ahead

So there isn’t anything

To see more clearly.

I am here guessing

To find the reason

Why I can’t relaxing….!!!

 

I know you must be laughing

On me when I cry ‘ Stay, stay, stay!’

Am taking sleeping pills

To seek a point of deep relaxing….!!!